Sunday, March 9, 2014

Pen and paper....

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There are alot of things on my mind from day to day that I don't always have the moment to log onto my phone, tablet, or computer to blog. Some things are too personal, some things I'm ashamed of, some things I'm just not ready to share. So I'm going back to what got me through school and a few bad relationships; an old fashioned journal with a pen and paper.

I'll still blog some things for sure, but I really need to figure out who I am, who I want to be, and how to love myself. I recently went with my sister shopping for engagement outfits and bridal dresses and all I could think about as I tried on several ones was how fat my face looked or how it took two people to zip my dress because of the boobs I apparently still have. Of course the day was a blast but I just really struggle living the skin I'm in, living the woman I see when I look in the mirror. There are several things which contribute to this but none of that matters, because only I control myself, so at some point I have to believe the good things I hear and stop dwelling on the negative.

Anyways, long story short I'm working on me, day by day and in the end I hope to be a stronger, confident woman, and an even better mom and wife.

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