Soul searching--

Tonight I had a quick glimpse at some self reflection. I feel like a lot of my road bumps have come because of my loss in faith. I see so many bad things happen to good people, I started to question my faith. Then bad things, and more bad things, and then even more bad things began to happen to my family. It has taken a while to understand that it isn't God punishing me, it's the devil trying to push me further away from God in blaming him. BUT-- 

Just like when others have doubted Jesus's worth, and when God put the children first which wasn't heard of during that time because children and women weren't of much importance, it showed that Jesus was able to make big moves in simple ways. We all try to be the best at what we want, but sometimes to make the biggest impression we need to step back and be less than best to see and appreciate things in life and I can definitely understand that. 

Calvin and I have fallen further and further apart and struggle to stay "in sync" but with the help of God, and some very dedicated friends we are working towards reconnecting with each other and our God. 

Go forth in this week, and don't be afraid to make a little splash in a big pond. ❤️

I hope my ramblings make sense to at least one person. ;) 

With love, 

Me